30 day meme, day 8
Dec. 20th, 2010 03:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sprinkletheifDay 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.
i don't think i've ever felt totally satisfied with my life. i always think "i could be doing better..." its a curse and a driving force at the same time. a curse because it sucks to think you could always be doing better, but a driving force because you *want* to do better. i feel like i'm always looking toward that next step, i can't be happy just staying complacent and floating along, i've always got to be pushing forward to something. there's always the next level, and until i reach it, i won't be satisfied. and when i do reach it, the satisfaction is fleeting at best because i'm already strategically plotting my next plan of attack. the wheels are always turning i guess. maybe that's what satisfies me? constantly moving forward?
meh, i don't really have a lot to say on this one...
i don't think i've ever felt totally satisfied with my life. i always think "i could be doing better..." its a curse and a driving force at the same time. a curse because it sucks to think you could always be doing better, but a driving force because you *want* to do better. i feel like i'm always looking toward that next step, i can't be happy just staying complacent and floating along, i've always got to be pushing forward to something. there's always the next level, and until i reach it, i won't be satisfied. and when i do reach it, the satisfaction is fleeting at best because i'm already strategically plotting my next plan of attack. the wheels are always turning i guess. maybe that's what satisfies me? constantly moving forward?
meh, i don't really have a lot to say on this one...